terça-feira, 24 de maio de 2011

in our days...

     I've been thinking... People talk so much about anorexy and bulimia but, have they even thought about why it is a problem in odays?? It's obvious!
     I've been watching fashion tv and I've been looking carefully to the publicity in the streets and shops.. And, even I (and I'm skiny!!) thought that I should loose a few pounds!!
     What annoys me is that, watching as carefully as  somebody who's just "watching TV" I looked and I thought they were so hot and was just so jealusy that, for a while, I was thinking I should eat a litlle less, practise a few more sports... I swear for God, almost all the hot chiks in my school are skiny, and many people I know that is "hot" goes to a doctor and the advice is always: " You need to get some extra kilos..." and I can't stop thinking  about getting thiner ...

     If someday I get anoretic, after blaming myself I'll blame all the ideas about body image from the 20th century untill now!!!




I believe...

     I believe that, in life, there's only one thing we must be faithful to, ourselves.
     As a milk publicity says " If I don't like myself, who will?"


segunda-feira, 16 de maio de 2011

A new philosophy of life

     I think I'm so desperate to find my own way to live life that I've come to a point where I even compare life to food! However, what came out of my head was not that a bad idea...
     I'm in that fase of life when you change school, you get "holder", and somehow I feel like I have to change. If I can be happier, Why not??
     In my life there won't be any kind of tofu, seitan or soja. Or it is meat or fish. Or it is yes or no. Friends or simple known. Or you like someone or you deslike that person. The reson? I don't know if you'd notice, but all the " so and so", all the " I kind of like him, but I'm not shour..." and all that "false friends" are the things that most hurt you. All because you don't know how to react! If there's a "NO" you know you just have to move on and acept it, if there's a "YES" you know you have to jump, scream and be happy but, how to react if theres's a "SO AND SO" or "I'M NOT SHOUR... "?????
    Honestly and speaking by heart, I'm tired of suffering and, if I can avoyd it, that's what I'll do. And I think this is the most easy way to start. :)